Sine Wave

It seems to me that for every pull there is a push, But doesnt that create the full wavelength? A wave illustrates a displacement, but none the less it is a wave. Fluid, flowing, like a pulse. Like my life right now. A flow of displacement. Does me asking for everything to be done right require me to pursue the flat line? Wouldnt that be dull? wouldnt that be dead? There has to be friction to create progress. My mind is in a flurry cause i see that theres something wrong..i can feel it and this pulse is not beating gracefully to mine.

And like the physicist is to a sine wave, I am to my life. I tend to every point my wave intersects, every slight change in amplitude, recalculating my standard deviation, analyzing every piece of detail that makes it a wave then redefining it to what it has become, whether the full picture is now a radioactive gamma ray, or the perfect note from an instrument.. and this is how my heart beats. This isnt for the faint of heart or the ill-willed, or apathetic person. This is for the people that see the world as it is and wants to create the best wave possible. the best flow possible. In the end..

Something must be removed.

I do this for my life and i expect whoever else to be compatible with it..
Because all i ask wish for is to be compatible with you...

There is a fine line between obsession and the ambition need to create a strive worthy of meeting my expectations.